"Alright, now I'm a little worried."

So, it is now December 27th and I still haven't found a job. My current employment ends on January 31st. Starting to get a little stressed out. I've applied all over and will continue to do so. I really wish/pray something will come up that I can enjoy. I'm worried that I'm going to land a job that I'm not going to like and that it will change me some how. I really would rather get out of retail all together. I want to get into photography so bad. Unfortunately, it's out of my affordability right now. Coaching is the other option. Rather, Sports Management. A local college has a 4-year program that sounds like it would be right up my alley. Again, not sure I can afford it. Both time and money right now. I know God will lead me in the right direction. It's all about patience and calmness. I can do it. Keep me in prayer. As I can surely use it. Thank you to all who have tried to help thus far. It means a lot.

Change is coming

Been awhile...again...I know. So, some things have come up that are going to stir the pot around my life. About a month ago I found out that my place of work is closing it's doors on the 31st of December. Needless to say this news sucks. After having a steady job for almost 10 years the thought of job hunting and doing interviews again just makes me cringe. However, I'm also kind of looking forward to it. I think it's time for something new. I will miss my friends and co-workers but I'm sure I will get into something just as fun and find more firends. The funny part was that the next night, after hearing this news, I injured my leg at softball. Tore my calf muscle to be exact. Turned out to be a fun week. So, as of now, I am job hunting as well as recovering.

To kind of go along with my injury news, I have decided to give up playing softball. It's kind of hard for me to do so, but I think I've found an outlet. I've been playing baseball or softball since I was very little and every year since. It's difficult to let go after living and breathing the sport I grew up with but life goes on. I'm taking on coaching youth baseball next year to fill the void. I want to help my son learn to play better and help other kids have some fun and further their skills. I've asked one of my best friends, who has played ball with me since we were kids, to help me. I've also asked my dad, who was a huge reason why I played ball, to help as well. Between the three of us I know we can do some good and have an impact of some future players.

As far as school goes, I haven't written it off. Just trying to sort out everything else right now. I'm thinking of going back for photography or sports management. I haven't decided which. But, like I said, everything else first.

Laini is getting so big. She started daycare this month. She is doing great. We go to pick her up and ask her what she did for the day and her answer is, " I played with boys." I love it. Anthony started basketball practice this morning. He is really looking forward to it, so I hope he does well. Both kids have birthdays coming up. It's crazy how much they've grown. Laini will be 2 in November and Anthony will be 13 in December.

Well that's all for now. Hopefully it won't be so long between posts from here on out. No promises.

The Joys of Fall

It's almost fall again and this one will still be crazy. Anthony started school today. He's in 7th grade already. That just seems crazy to me. He's in band still. Jazz band is likely as well. He is also back playing soccer again. I also am keeping busy. Getting ready for fall softball once again. Double headers as always.

 I'm still up in the air about school as of now. Part of me wants to go back and another part of me is kind of scared to. I know I want to further my education and career but I'm just so uncertain. Work is the same for me. Been in retail so long that the years just seem to blur. Another couple of months and it will be 7 years at my current place of employment. Time flies.

Laini is doing well. She is growing like a weed. She is already as tall as my niece Lexi and she doesn't turn 2 until November. Insane I say! Connie is still working at the same place. Same days I envy her. I don't know how she handles/juggles everything. She would say that that's what mom's do. I love her for it. She is everything to me. Well, I'll write more later. For now, I'm off to sleep.

Career Paths

So, it's been awhile since I've been on here. But, some things have come up recently that have made me start thinking about my future again. I've come to realize that retail is not the career for me. It's been fun while it lasted but, I need a change. So, I've been thinking about options for school and classes. I want to first throw out that I have no idea when this will happen. I've been wanting to get back into photography for awhile now. But, in all honesty, I'm not sure that's going to be a path that will pay the bills and take care of my family. However, I have not ruled it out either. I also heard about a local college that offers degrees in Sports Management. That is something I'd like to check into. My whole life has revolved around sports. Both playing and coaching. I can't remember the school, but I'm going to be doing to investigating. I just need a new path. Retail has been great the last 6 or 7 years, but I can just feel it in my heart that it is not what I was meant to be doing. Now I know that some of you would like to see me further my interests in art. Well, what can I say to that? I still love art and comics very much. I just don't see that going very well seeing that as I right this I haven't done an art project in about 10 years or so. Sucks, but such as life. I've been spending time with family and enjoying time with my kids. That doesn't mean I won't do some art in my spare time, but not as a career. I have been doing a whole lot of sports over that time though. Whether it be playing/coaching softball or enjoying my son playing sports. I have been thinking about getting a coaches license the last couple of years but, maybe the Sports Management path is the way to go instead. I know I'm kind of rambling on here, so I talk more about this later. For now, feel free to chime in with any thoughts or opinions. Until next time.

-Jr.